i wish i knew why everyone feels this way, and why i don't see it.
am i blind?
do they just not understand?
are they just not giving it a chance?
am i too stubborn to see it any other way?
this fear of not really knowing is what makes me go crazy. it starts playing with my mind and i'll i'm left with is doubt. i hate it. i wish i knew how to confront them about how it makes me feel. mostly it just leaves a feeling of helplessness, as if i'm a little girl lost in a city, never knowing which way to turn or what move to make.