10 May, 2010


I am really ready for some new things in my life. I'm so dreadfully tired of how life has been lately. I've become so complacent with life as is, and to say the least it's become very hum-drum in almost every aspect. My focus in school, not that it matters now because it's summer,  my spiritual fervor, any attempts to sustain new friendships, and to maintain a workout schedule all fell flat on their face. I needed this summer more than I think I realized.

I know that in a lot of ways this summer has already turned into less than what I initially expected, but maybe that's good for me. Perhaps I need to this time to let go of any expectations and let things happen.

Here's a toast to no inhibitions? is that correct?